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What have you wanted to do for years but haven't gotten around to yet?

oh you know... being a famous clarinetist... ya know. not a big deal. hahahahaha no seriously T_T... haha on a serious note... probably spontaneous vacation... whether it's somewhere far, or somewhere close like a beach or hiking/camping. I DON'T CARE... i just want to go and not have anything to worry about. :)

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What 3 things do you think will become obsolete in the next ten years?

2D television, DVDs, we will probably be able to communicate telepathically by that point so I suppose telephones/cell phones. lol

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Who's your favorite relative and why are they your favorite?

I don't really have a FAVORITE... i have favoriteS. like my parents, brother, grandparents, and uncles/aunts. I don't really know my cousins soooo...... lol

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Have you ever been fired? If so, why?

NEVER! :p

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What would you try if you had no fear?

hugging a stuffed pig I suppose...

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Are you 'in love' yet?

Does it appear as though I am? Cause I sure hope that it's radiating... like if there was a scrolling sign hovering above my head all day... This question wouldn't exist. haha

Seth David Miller has been my best friend in my life for over the past three years... and we've been pretty gosh darn close friends for over 4 years now :) I have grown to love Seth as my friend over the course of that time... and throughout the last few years he has grown to be very special to me. I think that's one of the most important things when two people come together. If I wasn't best friends with Seth, there's no way that this would work! I do believe that it is safe to say that I am in love with Seth Miller, and I do believe that it shall stay that way for quite some time.

God has a very interesting way of making things happen... or how His plans all fall into place. I know without a doubt in my heart, that God was doing something special when he brought Seth and I into each others lives. I know for a fact that God was doing something AMAZING the moment that He brought Seth into my life. And no, I don't mean through the parade, sure that may be how we had initially met... but I mean on a night where I had never needed someone so much... there Seth was, completely random and out of the blue. I just remember praying, and asking God to help me and be with me... LITERALLY the second I ended my prayer, there was Seth. God was stirring up something, and with time that something became what Seth and I share today. It's interesting looking back and seeing how everything came together to be the way that it is today... very interesting :)
I have never cared for someone as much as I do him, and I have never wanted to make someone so happy before. Seth brings me nothing but pure happiness on a daily basis. I enjoy his company so much, that I can't wait to talk to him as soon as we part. I know that both of us have prayed about this relationship, in fact-- Seth prayed the night that we decided to "officially" be together! :)

To say the least, I am incredibly blessed, and thankful every day for Seth, and I hope that he will stay in my future. <3

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Restless

It is official- I am no longer a peace college student, and summer has kicked in! I must admit, I envisioned this moment being slightly more... Oh how should I put it-- melodramatic, rather than anticlimactic -__- being home from college has never felt so dry before. I suppose that's due to the fact that I'm majoring in music, and while at school I'm busy from the moment I wake up, to the moment my face crashes on my desk, or preferably my pillow. So yes, being home is slightly a drag. I have more time on my hands than I know what to do with. I can't necessarily call my best friends and say, "hey where are you, come over!"

I will say that having finished this semester after all that the girls and I had been through, I am relieved and proud. I have found a school that I am incredibly excited about attending in the fall! I'm looking forward to that. However, this dreadful summer-- what am I to do?!? I most likely will not be working until June, and if I so start work before then, it will consume my life most likely.

Being home from college is so... Interesting. It's interesting because you can really observe how much independence you have grown over the course of one year.

Anyway I feel as though I am ranting now and not making much sense. Happy summer everyone!!

And to my peace sisters-- I love you all and miss you all dearly already. <3


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Moosic is sick

my beloved kitten has a cold and it's only getting worse. I've stayed at the hotel all day to watch her and make sure she got plenty of rest and water/food. She looks miserable and incapable of understanding what's wrong with herself :( I feel absolutely awful because there's not much that I can do other than supervise her and wait for the cold to pass.

I wish I could take the cold away from her, I would gladly go through being sick for a month if it meant she would be okay right NOW. *sigh* I've been saying prayers for her so please please please say a prayer or two for little Moosic. She means the world to me and to see her so miserable is heart wrenching.

She's been sick for about 3 days now, she's sneezing so much that she can hardly sleep. Her eyes are a little swollen and her right one is watering a lot and is red a little. All she wants to do is cuddle with me and sleep. I wake her up on occasion with her water and food dish by her so she can stay hydrated and healthy... I'm hoping this passes soon because it has me so down. I'm trying my best to be there for her as much as I can.

I'll post blogs on her status in case some of you are wondering how she is doing.

God please heal little Moo!

One year anniversary with Moosic

Alright, I am officially 19 years old, but that is not what this blog is about. September 22, 2009 was my first year anniversary with my kitten-Moosic.

There's a lot of cat's out there that are simply just "cats". I have waited a very long time for this special girl and she was worth the wait :) She is by far one of the most unique kittens you will ever meet! I haven't met a single person that doesn't like her, and yes, this includes some of my friends with severe animal allergies :D

Her personality is so fun and full of joy, she is a cuddly kitten who loves to play but also loves to be your best friend. Moosic likes to follow me around all day when I'm home. That is, until she finds something shiny and rolls and has to play with it! She refuses to not be in the same room as me, this even includes the bathroom, she will meow and push at the door until i let her in. Even when I take showers she has to be in the bathroom and she'll poke her head in like a "are you done yet" mew :)

Everyday when I come home from work I open my front door and yell her name and she comes meowing down the stairs with squinty eyes from her afternoon nap. sometimes she'll jump up in my arms, other times she'll sit and yawn with squinty eyes and i'll grab her and kiss her! She means the world to me, and I can't even describe the value she has in my life. I honestly don't know how I would get by without her. Yes, she does mean that much to me!

Every night Moosic crawls up by my pillow and stares at me until i open the blankets for her and she cuddles up right under my chin all night. If it's too hot she'll just lay next to my face on top of the blankets.

She's there for me through some of the tough times in life. she's right there with me, in my arms until I'm happy again. She is the best cat and I am so thankful to God for blessing me with her in my life. It was meant to be with Moosic.

Moo on the first day I brought her home. Sept 22, 2008 :)

she was so little

she was peeking ^_^

she likes to stick her tongue out sometimes <3

Moosic is a blessing in my life, and she means so much to me. She is a friend, a pet, and a snuggle buddy. I love her with all of my heart. Thank you God for bringing this adorable kitten to me.

The road I know...

I'm just going to jump right into this one!

Do you ever feel like things in your life are just going wrong? Do you ever feel like things can't possibly get worse, and then they do? Ever found yourself at such a weak point where you thought to yourself, "I give up"? I notice that whenever people find themselves in this point of life, they tend to turn away from God, instead of giving him everything.

Here's a short personal story for you all...

I applied to numerous colleges, for music performance/education. I was accepted into everyone I applied to and won some of the best scholarships for my auditions. However due to complications with my high school and incorrect transcripts being sent, my spot was passed up and I was eventually rejected. You can only imagine how devastated i was as i watching my dreams slip away. I was rewarded top scholarships to some of the best music schools and I couldn't go. Just as I was losing hope, all of my friends were assuring me that I just simply wasn't meant to go to that school. I believed this at first, but after every school rejected me, I was pretty down and confused.

I managed to keep my determination high and I kept trying. I decided maybe it wasn't meant to be right now. I applied to community college, was accepted, enrolled and went to my first day of classes. Things were looking up and I was making the best of my situation.

On my first day of classes I got an email from some of my professors saying that over half of my classes were potentially going to be cancelled and that we would be notified before noon. Come noon over half of my college classes were canceled, and everything else was completely full with wait lists. I tested out of two classes and was left with a one credit ACA class. I figured it wasn't very time efficient so I left the community college. I was completely frustrated, hadn't i had enough bad luck with my college dreams? I was still determined to not give up, so I applied to online college and was accepted and the next morning i got a phone call from the college, stating that I wasn't "old" enough to be taking their online degree program. I was absolutely frustrated at this point. So here I am.... capable of getting into the best of the best music schools with full ride scholarships to almost full ride scholarships.... out of college.

After I got that phone call I literally said to myself, "I can't take this anymore, I give up :("

I was crushed... here I am a young girl, just getting out into the world with high ambitions and striving to do the best things with my life. I want a college education.... this is AMERICA, why is this so difficult?

Well at this point I was literally at a breaking point, and decided that I should start looking at the best jobs I can get with a high school diploma because i was going to have to settle in life. That's when my spark of hope found me. I was sitting in my bed and browsing through some of my photography work. I stumbled across a picture I took a while ago and well... the picture says it all....

When I saw this and really took it in, I knew at that moment that I was being tested. I know I'm not meant to settle in life. I'm meant for something much more, and I'm going to be put through trials in life where things get rough. This is just one of the very many obstacles to come. I know, I know that God has a plan for my life and I have to be sure to keep my faith in Him strong and know that things are going to be okay. I trust Him, and know that if things aren't going according to my plan right now... it's going to be worth it in the long run. I will always have God with me no matter what happens in life, and that alone is enough to keep me going.

Don't ever let go of your faith, because He does have a plan for everyone. Life is by no means ever easy. If you ever find yourself in such a weak point in life, just pray... He's always listening, and He's always there with you. Every step of our lives....

"The Heaven I'm headed To" by Dierks Bentley

If you haven't heard this song, I highly recommend listening to it. Yes it's country, but it's a great song. Here's a link to listen to the full track; http://www.rhapsody.com/dierks-bentley/long-trip-alone

I hear people talk of heaven
And how it's only for the precious few
But in the book that I've been readin'
Sounds to me like there's a lot of room
So I bet some folks are gonna be surprised
About who makes it to the other side 'cause in the

Chorus:
'Cause in the heaven I'm headed to
There's a place for preachers, thieves and prostitutes
Saints and soldiers, beggers, kings and renegades
For any soul that ever found amazing grace
Ain't no tellin' who on earth He might include
In the heaven I'm headed to

It's not my place to say
Just who does or doesn't get to go
I'm only one among the many
Stumblin' down that narrow road
There's so many things in this life to love
And I believe there's hope for each of us

'Cause in the heaven I'm headed to
There's a place for preachers, thieves and prostitutes
Saints and soldiers, beggers, kings and renegades
For any soul that ever found amazing grace
Ain't no tellin' who on earth He might include
In the heaven I'm headed to


And the only thing I know
We all get the chance to go


Saints and soldiers, beggers, kings and renegades
Any soul that ever found amazing grace
Ain't no tellin' who on earth He might include
In the heaven I'm headed to
The heaven I'm headed to
The heaven I'm headed to